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For a while it has occured to me that my ideas for blogs have been slim to none. This is why I have not been blogging with any regularity. Tonight I can't sleep. I find myself awake yping this in and importing music into my computer which is way overdue. I love music but recently I have not found the time to spend with it. I used to make time just to listen to music or find new tunes.
A couple of days ago Kristina reminded me that iTunes does this wonderful thing where they have a free single of the week. This weeks was from a band I had never heard of which I guess is reasonable since that is the point and I downloaded the song. It is actually pretty good. I also heard it on TV the next day during a show which I found interesting. I think music really helps people get through some tough shit. It helps artists when they write about their experiences but I think it helps people out a lot. I know when I get down about things or upset about something, the two things I do is put on my sleep mix and I listen to music while I fall asleep. It helps me release whatever is going on and just try and get back to normal.
I have a feeling that this is going to be one of the nights that I have where I can not fall asleep. Nothing that I do can stop it from happening and nothing that I do causes it to happen. I end up spending most of my night thinking about nothing at all but just thinking. Does that happen to anybody? There are nights where I know what is bothering me and I know how to fix it or at least make it go away till morning. Not with this. This sits here like the friend tha won't leave you alone or the crazy neighbor tha won't move. That reminds me of someone.
The ladies who used to live next to my house were mean. They would yell at us in advance because they thought that we would always be up to something. When we would play touch football we would make rules up just so her car would not be in affected yet she would still yell at us. Sometime within the last two years they moved away. I do not know who lives there now. I think someone does.
Another thing I like to do with music is steal it. I love looking through other people's CDs and borrowing them to make a copy of my own. I do not do it to sell I just do it to have new music to listen to. Sometimes it is bands that I have heard are good but never really listened to or it is music from a band I like that I do not have. I am also an album fan not a single fan. I would rather have a whole CD then just the one popular song.
OK I think this is enough for now. I will try again to go to sleep. If it does not work there will be another post waiting for everyone who reads this.

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Beautiful Disaster - Kelly Clarkson

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